Thursday, October 27, 2011

Pradyumna

What a strange dream. This morning at 5 a.m. I had a weirdest dream. In my dream I was in hospital and a doctor came with a cute baby. He said `you have a son" what do you want to name him. I replied "Pradyumna". I don't know why I had this dream. I am getting old (passed 40 years on this planet) plus my wife is operated so no chance of having more kids plus I have cute daughter.
Just could not sleep after that.
Just thought to empty out my thoughts.

Monday, April 04, 2011

Mishap

Well guys,
A mishap happened 40 years ago. A kid was born on this day. His childhood was good, being only son he was pampered, but he too was good in studies. Always first in his class and always winning prizes, making his parents proud. Well he passed his school education with flying colors and decided to become computer engineer. After some hiccups he passed that too. After working some time he enrolled for higher education and passed with flying colors again.
He started working for a small company and guess what? this guy fell in love with a girl. He got a job in MNC and started working there working putting forward best of his ability. He got married and few years, (12 to be precise) went fine.
Then he moved to another country and again he was doing well. And then his downfall started.
How and what happened? Lets see in next episode.

Thursday, January 28, 2010

Emptiness

Do you feel emptiness soetime? Well recently, I am feeling it every minute. Why do I have to suffer? I know there are some mistakes I have made, but ....
I have to accept it, but .....
Is it my fate's fault or me as a so called dog's, filthy, useless person's fault?
No one can point it out. But one thing for sure, that I am so powerful, that whatever bad thing happen, they happen only and only because of me. My bad luck is so bad that I can never do any good things in life. Is it null? or emptiness? Well both may mean same thing but they are not?

Monday, June 02, 2008

where am I?

damn right, where have I vanished, this life has become so busy that it is becoming next to impossible to come here and write my thoughts, but I will try ky best to come here and write.
Things have not been going well for me, is irt becausee I set standards high for myself?

Thursday, June 07, 2007

Busy ............

Things had been very busy for me. For some time (or long time?) I had been writing on other blog in strange language for everyine except for me and my couple of family friends. Anyway, last night I decided to shut that blog or at least stop writing and concentrate on my S.W. Blog. So I will should be here more often or at least we can hope. Having a terrible headache after sleepin for just 3 hours last night. Anyway, I hope to be writing more here

See You Guys

S.W.

Thursday, January 04, 2007

Happy New Year

Happy New Year guys, yeah, I know it is long time isnce I wrote but kya karu? I was on vacation for a change and resumed in new yeAR, things got so hectic ke peechle 3 din se mein 3:00 p.m. ke pehle khana khane ko time nahi milta. Anyway, things will be back to normal by next week or at least I can hope so.
Today almost full day me and my biss were trying Live feed thru our new modem. First the thing started to work but after that the converter (vide to USB) conked off, will have to try tomorrow morning.
Baki everything is as usual

Laters

S.W.